I’m a monster and I yell at my nieces and nephews to shut them up. I have called them liars, I have called one of them a monster, I have threatened violence, I have threatened abandoning them I do not deserve to live. I do not deserve to be around them. I have emotionally scarred them for life just for being kids, because kids and people anger me to no end. There is no hope, no recovery, no fixing my mistakes |
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Waking up and thinking to myself dying would be a better way to avoid making more misery for people who don’t deserve it People who don’t deserve to have neurosis or baggage who shouldn’t have to cry because I can’t handle contradiction who shouldn’t have to wail for their mom who may not come home for their dad who cannot take care of himself |
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I want to die |
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Dead |
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Everything is absolutely awful and I just want to hurt everybody til it all goes away and everything is silence |
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